Turns Out I was Wrong

Well, just a quick post to say that it wasn't 12 dpo yesterday. I was 14 dpo, cause today Af came. I calculated my date due to when I started noticing my bb tenderness and my other typical Af symptoms but I guess those were different. But, it kinda makes sense cause I had spotting on the day that I O'd. I can see that in retrospect. I had spotting a different month though and it seemed that I O'd earlier than that date that month so who really knows. Frustrating. You think you know when these things are going to happen and then it changes on you! Well, that's where I'm at. So that makes us onto the 16th month of trying. Wow, I can't believe it's been that long. Almost a year and a half. You'd think that we would be more worried than what we are. I think that's God's grace to us. He knows how much we really want a child, but we are really just trusting in his timing. It makes all the difference to me and my husband. I really am not sure when we are going to go and get things checked out by a doctor. I really don't want to do that yet but I think sooner or later we'll go and get things started. I hate going to doctors so I really don't want to go. Maybe we'll start with DH first and get the sperm count and all that stuff checked out. It seems less invasive than all the things females go through. (Although I'm sure DH won't exactly be delighted to donate to the cause lol) So, I'm thinking about starting with Fertilaid pills that you can get on earlypregnancytests.com. It's supposed to help prime your body for conception and help regulate you hormones and such or something like that. I think I'll do a little more research on that and then maybe order some and see if it helps. Alrighty, it's late, waiting for my DH to come home, should be back soon! Alrighty, g'night.