Break Month

So, break month kinda happened, kinda not. It started out quite well. I didn't temp much. Only a few times. I did not know when I ovulated. That makes things interesting. I tried to avoid websites for a while, but then started going on them again about halfway through my cycle, but not quite as much. Plus, Christmas was really quite busy so I didn't have too much time to think about things. But, then Christmas ended and it was the week AF was supposed to come. Only I didn't know when it was going to! So I didn't know when I was late, and that made me go CRAZY! I hated not knowing and the last day that I thought it might possibly we due, was sooo stressful. Not knowing was sooo sooo hard. So I figured, if af doesn't come by the end of work, I'd consider myself late. So after work I went out to Walmart and went home thinking, It would suck if I got af while peeing on a stick. So I got home and went straight to business. Sure enough, POAS (peed on a stick) and what do you know, there SHE is. That was depressing. But it taught me that apparently it is easier for me to test before hand rather than wait it out. I have my internet tests all ready to go for this month. Today is CD8 (cycle day 8). So I have another 9-12 days or so until my expected O date.
I'm starting to wonder what else J and I could be doing. I don't want to do fertility treatments. They already clamped and tried shoving a catheter up my cervix one to many times!! Oh how I wish to experience this joy that comes so easy to most!